you say you

You say you
love me
but
I don’t know where you are and where you go
Some how
no one is there and
I’m left loved alone.

The torpid whirlpool
of my brain
finds speeds of change
and ravages
its own terrain.

Simple,
as a seed does,
unmoved underneath an earthy blanket,
impervious to the storms
above.

My lightening reaches down,
stretches ultimatums
for a solid ground
but
some how
I fail to grasp
I fail to under
stand you.

I hope you grow and that I settle down.